Maturity

Listening to: Tides of Man - Chemical Fires
I want the answer. I want the cure for dying alone.
I thought that I was meant to be a hero.
Now they'll all see how much I've grown.


Listening to: Azure Ray - November
So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly  

And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
'till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own
Oh,
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

I have been debating whether to post this picture or not. The reason is I did it a long time ago
when I just graduated high school. Second reason is it is my face and I don't want my face to appear
on deviantart lol I don't even know why. I wanted my gallery to be updated with new artwork instead of old
ones but after I look through my gallery again, I feel like I need more artwork in it. So I have decided
to post this picture as well anyway. This picture mentions about a kite so I thought it is connected to
my newest artwork Far, far away. I know I used too much colors in it even though I want it to be
sorrowful, throwing away the old for the new. It's like a life shift kind of thing. Hope the colors
match with the atmosphere! I used a lot of colors again even though I want to make the picture looks a little with a stab of pain. 

P/S: I might put this picture in storage if I feel the need to because I don't want to reveal myself
on deviantart but for now, I will leave it as it is.

Tools: Prisma Colored Pencils